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Cinta Sepihak

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Kepada sahabatku yang sedang dirundung duka:

Pernahkah sebelumnya terpikirkan olehmu? Saat kau mulai menyukai seseorang, apakah orang yang kau suka juga balas menyukaimu?

Bagaimana bila TIDAK? bagaimana bila bukan kau orang yang selama ini ia harapkan? Harusnya kau pikirkan ini di awal !

Pada kenyataannya, saat ini kau patah hati. Cinta yang hadir tersebut telah menyisihkan hatimu. Bukan karena apapun, juga bukan karena kau tak berharga, bukan karena kau kurang pantas untuk bersama dengannya, bukan juga karena kau terlalu bebal, sehingga tak mengetahui gejala alam sebelum ia menolakmu.

Aaaah… manisnya, saat itu.

Setiap kau melambaikan tangan dan bergegas menemuiku, hanya untuk membahas tentang dia.

Saat sebersit harap di dirimu untuk melabuhkan asa dan menyandarkan hati. Saat ada sebuah rasa di dirimu yang meluap-luap bagaikan banjir bandang tertahan di balik wajahmu yang merona. Dan binar matamu yang tak sanggup menyembunyikan itu semua.

Seolah-olah kau hidup hanya untuknya. Seolah kau bumi yang terletak di tengah-tengah untuk mengitari dia sebagai mataharinya.

Kau yang selama itu mencintainya tanpa henti.

Kemudian, pada saat yang tak terduga, saat harap-harapmu itu seperti singsingan fajar yang semakin meninggi dan kemudian menjadi mentari pagi di ufuk timur yang kian mencerah, kau dihadapkan pada sesuatu yang bagimu lebih dahsyat dari hancurnya  semesta. Harapan dan asa yang kau rajut tiba-tiba saja buyar seketika.

Jika cinta itu tak pernah hadir maka untuk apa memaksanya hadir.  Cinta yang sepihak ini, cinta yang hakikatnya sepihak ini, sesungguhnya tak pernah bertepuk sebelah tangan.

Sahabatku yang sedang dirundung duka. Mungkin saja harapanmu itu telah membuatmu lupa ada banyak cinta disekelilingmu.

resep bolu gulung

Bahan bolu:
1. 7 butir kuning telur
2. 2 butir putih telur
3. 50 gr gula pasir
4. 40 gr tepung terigu
5. ½ sdt baking powder atau soda kue
6. 50 gr margarin dicairkan
7. 1 sdm susu kental manis
8. 1 sdm rhum
9. 1 sdt madu

Bahan buttercream:
a. 100 gr margarin
b. 100 gr gula halus
c. ½ butir kuning telur

Cara membuat buttercream:
1. Kocok semua bahan hingga mengembang dan berwarna putih seperti krim
2. Masukkan sedikit essence coklat, moka, atau bubuk teh hijau (matcha) bila suka

Cara membuat kue bolu:
1. Pecahkan telur, pisahkan kuning telur dari putih telur
2. Kocok telur dan gula pasir dengan handmixer sampai betul-betul mengembang
3. Masukkan susu, rhum, madu, terus aduk
4. Masukkan tepung terigu yang sudah diayak dan dicampur soda kue
5. Aduk campuran terigu dan kocokan telur memakai spatula atau sendok besar
6. Masukkan margarin cair, aduk sedikit
7. Tuang ke dalam loyang dangkal yang sudah diolesi margarin dan ditaburi tepung terigu
8. Panggang di dalam oven yang panasnya 220 C selama 10 menit. Kue jangan sampai kering betul karena mudah patah sewaktu digulung
9. Angkat dari oven dan keluarkan kue dari loyang dengan menggunakan alas kertas roti
10. Langsung diolesi dengan selai bila kue ingin diisi selai, atau tunggu hingga dingin sebelum diolesi buttercream agar krim tidak meleleh.
11. Gulung kue dengan perlahan-lahan agar tidak patah.

Tips :
1. Kalau tidak mau dan tidak suka memakai rhum juga tidak apa-apa
2. Pemakaian baking powder atau soda kue bisa membuat kue terlalu mengembang, kue justru lebih enak tanpa bahan kimia tambahan

maroon 5-payphone

I'm at a payphone trying to call homeAll of my change I spent on youWhere have the times goneBaby it's all wrong, where are the plans we made for two?
Yeah, I, I know it's hard to rememberThe people we used to beIt's even harder to pictureThat you're not here next to meYou say it's too late to make itBut is it too late to try?And in our time that you wastedAll of our bridges burned down
I've wasted my nightsYou turned out the lightsNow I'm paralyzedStill stuck in that time when we called it loveBut even the sun sets in paradise
I'm at a payphone trying to call homeAll of my change I spent on youWhere have the times goneBaby it's all wrong, where are the plans we made for two?
If happy ever after did existI would still be holding you like thisAll those fairytales are full of sh*tOne more stupid love song I'll be sick
You turned your back on tomorrowCause you forgot yesterdayI gave you my love to borrowBut just gave it awayYou can't expect me to be fineI don't expect you to careI know I've said it beforeBut all of our bridges burned down
I've wasted my nightsYou turned out the lightsNow I'm paralyzedStill stuck in that time when we called it loveBut even the sun sets in paradise
I'm at a payphone trying to call homeAll of my change I spent on youWhere have the times goneBaby it's all wrong, where are the plans we made for two?
If happy ever after did existI would still be holding you like thisAll those fairytales are full of sh*tOne more stupid love song I'll be sick
Now I'm at a payphone...
[Wiz Khalifa]Man work that sh*tI'll be out spending all this money while you sitting roundWondering why it wasn't you who came up from nothingMade it from the bottomNow when you see me I'm stunningAnd all of my cars start with the push up a buttonTelling me the chances I blew up or whatever you call itSwitched the number to my phoneSo you never could call itDon't need my name on my showYou can tell it I'm ballin'Swish, what a shame could have got pickedHad a really good game but you missed your last shotSo you talk about who you see at the topOr what you could've sawBut sad to say it's over forPhantom pulled up valet open doorsWiz like go away, got what you was looking forNow ask me who they wantSo you can go and take that little piece of sh*t with you
I'm at a payphone trying to call homeAll of my change I spent on youWhere have the times goneBaby it's all wrong, where are the plans we made for two?
If happy ever after did existI would still be holding you like thisAll those fairytales are full of sh*tOne more stupid love song I'll be sick
Now I'm at a payphone...

First Love

Every one can see
there's change in me
they all say i,m not the same
kid i use to be

dont go out and play
i just dream all day
they dont know whats wrong with me
and i'm too shy to say

* Its my First love
what I'm dreamin of
when I go to bed
when i lay my head upun my pillow
don't know what to do

my first love
thinks i'm to young
he doesnt even knows
wish that i could show him what i'm feelin
'cause i'm feelin' my first love

mirror on the wall
does he care at all
will he ever notice me
could ever fall

tell me teddy bear
why love is so unfair
will i ever find a way
an answer to my prayer

21 guns

Do you know what’s worth fighting for,
When it’s not worth dying for?
Does it take your breath away
And you feel yourself suffocating?
Does the pain weigh out the pride?
And you look for a place to hide?
Did someone break your heart inside?
You’re in ruins.
One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms
Give up the fight

I walk alone

I walk a lonely road The only one that I have ever known Don't know where it goes But it's home to me and I walk alone
I walk this empty street On the Boulevard of broken dreams Where the city sleeps And I'm the only one and I walk alone
I walk alone I walk alone I walk alone I walk a-
My shadow's the only one that walks beside me My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating Sometimes I wish someone out there would find me 'Til then I walk alone
Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ahhh-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah
I'm walking down the line That divides me somewhere in my mind On the border line of the edge And where I walk alone
[ From: http://www.metrolyrics.com/i-walk-alone-lyrics-green-day.html ] Read between the lines of what's Fucked up and everything's all right Check my vital signs to know I'm still alive And I walk alone
I walk alone I walk alone I walk alone I walk a-
My shadow's the only one that walks beside me My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating Sometimes I wish someone out there would find me 'Til then I'll walk alone....
Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ahhh-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah I walk alone I walk a-
I walk this empty street On the Boulevard of broken dreams Where the city sleeps And I'm the only one and I walk a..
My shadows the only one that walks beside me My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating Sometimes I wish someone out there would find me 'Til then I'll walk alone